SnowGirl's Blog

BRA~~~INS

2006-11-27T20:29:00.000-08:00

So, this has been pretty much a zombie log so far, but I'll promise to actually post stuff, now.Speaking of which: wow, snow in Seattle. Everyone is driving like 10 miles an hour, and roads that I've never seen backed up, are totally backed up. It's totally nuts.Let's all say "YAY!" for passports! I just got my new passport today. Which is fortunate, because I'm traveling to Europe in

Church Group

2006-08-01T22:49:00.000-07:00

So, I went to my church group again this week. Last week wasn't so fun, because we started talking about homosexuals, and naturally the topic then went on to transsexuality. The husband of the couple that runs the group, we'll call him S, he kept calling me "Daniel", and he was trying to interrupt me at one point, by saying "Daniel, Daniel, Dan-" and I just went off on him... I slammed the

Ich heiße Cassondra

2006-07-31T20:33:00.000-07:00

So, I'm scheduled to change my name legally in two days. If I could have gotten up early enough to petition it before 10:30, then maybe could have done it today, but *sigh* you know how it is to get up in the morning and get somewhere before 10:30... you don't? Hm... well, maybe I could go to bed a bit earlier, so that I could get up earlier.I haven't talked to Liz in awhile, I read her blog,

OMG IT'S HOT!

2006-07-23T22:16:00.000-07:00

So, the thing that sucks about Seattle, is that normally it's so cool here that no one sees any need to buy A/C, really it would be a waste, one would use it but only 5 or 7 days a year. It's hardly worth the investment... usually. But then it gets up to 90 one day, and one just sizzles in ones own sweat. Ick... not sexy at all.So, yesterday, it was crazy hot also, and Liz invited me over to

Ah, Nature, You Cruel Bitch

2006-06-26T20:09:00.000-07:00

Ok, so not only was nature a cruel bitch to put me in the wrong body to begin with, I'm going to relate to you an event in my past that just caused me even more frustration.Sometime during my high school years, after my appendicitis, I noticed this intense change of temperature in the area of my right breast. It was very cold, and I just could not warm it up. It was very annoying and

Honesty, and the speed of transition

2006-06-14T19:42:00.000-07:00

I had a horrible session with my therapist. I went home crying, and totally upset. I sent her an email, concerning this, and I'm posting it here, so that some other people may be able to gain some insight into the tortuous life I've been through, and why I'm taking my transition so quickly.----I was very upset from our sessions, and I drove home crying. I'm upset, and was so upset because I

More Cowbell

2006-06-11T09:30:00.000-07:00

So, yesterday (Saturday) I went out to a club with Liz, and we stayed out until.... God, I think I got home around 4 or 5. But it was overall a very positive experience.So, wait, let me start from the beginning. Friday some friends and I decided to go see Cars, the new Pixar/Disney film. Since I had just spoken with R. about my transition and everything, and still wondering a bit about his

I WILL NOT ACCEPT!

2006-06-09T23:51:00.000-07:00

I will not accept that this is Sin. That needing to be a woman is wrong, and no one will tell me that it is anything other than an acceptable transition that I will be going through.I've been told by a friend that I should consider speaking with a Pastor, or consulting those accounts of people who have "conquered" their homosexuality through the Power Of Jesus Christ.I refuse to do so. Because

Wow, big updates

2006-06-08T15:47:00.000-07:00

Well, I have a lot to cover in this post, because I haven't posted anything since Saturday. So, here we go So, on Sunday, I went out shopping, and ended up spending about $350 at the gap. Jeans are expensive. But I had a coupon for 15% off, which brought it down to well under $300, so that's good. After I bought that stuff, I also bought $100 worth of tank tops at Macy's. But when I

Crazy Day

2006-06-03T11:39:00.000-07:00

So, yesterday was crazy. I did a ton of things. First, I got my hair dyed at this wonderful little shop in Capitol Hill called "Scream", they're great there, and totally accepting, which was great. It did a lot for my mood after the day previous. In fact, if the day before was constantly dealing with jerks, then today was full of dealing with very accepting people.I make no comment about the

Frustration

2006-06-03T10:52:00.000-07:00

If you weren't aware, I'm a trans female. The problem is that I'm just starting out, so I am horrible non-passable as a female. Wearing female clothes outside of my house is associated with people looking at me weird, and oddly paused addresses of "sir."So, I was quite upset last night, crying and everything, managing to completely cry off my mascera and eyeshadow. I went by a Jack in the Box

Starting up my blog

2006-06-02T13:31:00.000-07:00

So, this is my first post in my blog. I had a blog running on space.myspace.com, but it just didn't really work that well. It was frustrating to maintain, and I didn't like the themes that they had available.So, here I am on blogger, :) we'll see how well this one does.